I do not handle stress well. I also do not handle change well...and stress due to change is the worst.
We have lots of stress due to changes going on around our house. And even though (with the exception of K leaving us) the changes are good, for the better, I don't know how to handle everything.
The weeks before I got married, I wasn't the excited, bubbling bride-to-be. I was a bitch. I was so stressed about how everything was going to go and all the details and the planning, I wasn't focusing on the fact that I was marrying the man I loved.
The months after, I was also a bitch. Because I was stressed out about writing thank you notes.
And now? I am being a bitch.
I wish it wasn't this way. I wish I knew how to handle all of this. I wish I knew how everything was going to turn out.