Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Bad Day, Bad Night

I had a bad day at work today. I'm not going to say much beyond that, because, well, that's just not smart for someone who is trying to not lose her job. And I went to bed early, hoping that sleep would take the bad day away. But as I am laying there, trying to sleep, my mind keeps spinning. And I keep thinking about all the other bad days I've had at work in the past 5 1/2 years. The apologies I have been forced to make that I now regret with all my being, the times when I opened my mouth when I shoudn't have, the other times when I opened my mouth when I shoudn't have. Not because I was wrong, but because some people just couldn't take what a little girl like me had to say.

So I am laying there, wishing for sleep, hoping for sleep, praying for sleep, to take away the bad day. Because I am sick of thinking about all the other bad days. And then Workaholic starts to "breathe heavily". And that just tops my bad day. I can't fall asleep with that kind of noise in the room. I know that everyone has a boss, and not everyone gets along with their boss, and everyone has to deal with their boss. It really sucks when you have four. I wish I could go in and do my job and not have to deal with four bosses. I wish I had not had a bad day today. I wish I could just go to sleep.

3 comments:

Pamela said...

I'm exhausted from being up most of the night with my "bad day at work" lingering from yesterday too. I'll make you feel better. Someone at my office told me he just wanted me to do my f*****g job! Then he came back awhile later and said if I were a man, things would have ended differently, as in, I would have punched you!

Feel better?

Gail said...

Do you have HR? Document that shit...he CAME BACK and said that? That's just awful.

My office is worse than high school...

Lumbergh said...

My office is worse than Kindergarten. Count your blessings. I think Im going to write a book when it is all over...