I had a bad day at work today. I'm not going to say much beyond that, because, well, that's just not smart for someone who is trying to not lose her job. And I went to bed early, hoping that sleep would take the bad day away. But as I am laying there, trying to sleep, my mind keeps spinning. And I keep thinking about all the other bad days I've had at work in the past 5 1/2 years. The apologies I have been forced to make that I now regret with all my being, the times when I opened my mouth when I shoudn't have, the other times when I opened my mouth when I shoudn't have. Not because I was wrong, but because some people just couldn't take what a little girl like me had to say.
So I am laying there, wishing for sleep, hoping for sleep, praying for sleep, to take away the bad day. Because I am sick of thinking about all the other bad days. And then Workaholic starts to "breathe heavily". And that just tops my bad day. I can't fall asleep with that kind of noise in the room. I know that everyone has a boss, and not everyone gets along with their boss, and everyone has to deal with their boss. It really sucks when you have four. I wish I could go in and do my job and not have to deal with four bosses. I wish I had not had a bad day today. I wish I could just go to sleep.