OK, sorry Kevin, but it isn't just you.
Pretty much every boyfriend I ever had made my life hell at some point, and they all definitely treated me like shit.
I think it is part of the marathon of dating and finding your true match.
I think it is part of growing up and learning about yourself.
Because I can promise you that I dished out my own hell, and have treated people like shit. I am often thoughtless like that.
I try not to do that anymore. I am sure that I have done it though. It is all part of becoming the person that you want your kids to think you are.